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hahaaa...nobody seems to be updating le..i guess its becuz of met n mol bio ba..so nvm! since i so free, might as well write some crap..

i login to this blog without having anything in mind to talk about. really blank.. i tink its also becuz of met bio. and my total of 1 hr of sleep b4 the test, furthermore, its 1.18am in the morning..

anyway, anyone wanna go out this weekend or this fri? hahaha..dun suggest ice skating le, cuz we tried b4.

lolx..i juz tot of a topic to talk about.

+emotions+

i believe there are 2 types of emotions. a short term 1 and a, u guessed it, a long term 1.

a short term 1, could be a moment of euphoria or moment of relief when exams are over. or moments where u r happy like when u saw a long lost fren. it could also be a negative effect, like when u're stressed 1 day before exams or when u r pissed at someone who ps u or talk back to u or dao u or show black face....wadeva.

it could be called rage, fury, anger, disappointment, stubborness, narrowmindedness etc. and these are very dangerous, for they will cause u to do some things which u'll regret after doing it. like murder or fighting or arguing, blablabla....and why will people regret? well, i hope they do regret or feel guilty at least. cuz surely, 1 side of the party will get hurt.

but when this negative effect becomes long term, it doesnt stay the same anymore. its not suppose to last so long. it becomes more like a depression. where both sides of the party are becoming more n more tired. sometimes, to the worst extend, they become numb to each other. insensitive, uncaring. and hold a grudge against 1 another.

and sometimes it becomes a daily chore juz to see each other or talk to each other everyday/anyday. hahaa..take a break 1st, i dun tink any of l2g5 members are in this kinda state ba..i pray so!

sometimes, sadness have been kept inside the heart for sooo long. that tears alone cant wash away the bitterness in ur heart. cry all u want, it'll juz be the same tomorrow. it will still be the same 1 week later, 1 month lata, few years lata. cuz nth was done to replace the sorrow in the heart. no joy to replace it.

thats all becuz all the negative feelings n emotions against a person are kept within the heart for sooooo long a period. it might actually hardens the heart if no healing will take place. no reconcilation, no 4giveness, no compromise, no letting go..or anything of that sort!

hey hey, look on the bright side. there are also long term positive emotions and feelings too! for instance, love. a love between frenz, a love between brothers and sisters. i wanna agree that boyfren-galfren is love too, but sometimes, i tink that is juz distracting. distracting to my studies, my frenz, my relationship with God, blablabla. so i wont include that in this category now.

a fatherly love, motherly love. love in a friendship. all these are so great and wonderful, that sometimes, we juz 4get its ever there cuz they are so natural. its only when negative feelings or hurt comes in, we focus on them cuz they are unnatural. its like homeostasis! when external toxins or diseases not there, we wont notice anything wrong or special about our body even tho its hard at work with homeostasis. but when they are there, we fall ill so easily. bang.

a crush can either be a positive or negative emotion or feeling. i've yet to come to a conclusion on that, cuz all i can tink of are negative factors. hahaha...maybe i dun wanna come to a conclusion becuz i dun wanna admit that having a crush can sometimes be so painful n detrimental to one's health,soul n mind.

so, morale of the story (if there's a story in the 1st place)?

learn how to control ur emotions. especially short term 1s. pls think carefully of the consequences of ur actions if u act based on ur emotion right at the spot. spend some time thinking before u say or do someting. more-ever so if u r feeling frustrated or angry or sad or disappointed or moody. always remember, "will i hurt/irritate/disappoint/piss off anyone if i say/shout/talk back/argue/comment that?"

and if u have let ur short term emotions become long term ones. talk to someone hu u think can heal ur eternally pissed off,f'd up (fed up), depressed, sad, sorrowful, self-pitying, self unloving(this is another issue all together which i will talk about another time), irritated, angry, disappointed and hardened heart.

cuz sometimes, all u need is a little love and joy (happiness) to remove n replace all that dirt in ur heart.

lolx..its 2.11am liao..time to slp!
haha..o yea, if u not sure of anything that i wrote,feel free to ask me. but please put it in a nice manner, and dun say that wad i typed was crap n nonsense etc etc..i'll be hurt 1.. hahaha..

-wayne, G1

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