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-all the regrets in this world starts with the word 'if'-
by wayne.

its been a long time,
when i last saw ur smile.

its been a long time,
since i last touched ur hand.

its been a long time,
when i last heard ur voice.

its been a long time,
where i last felt ur warmth.

wherever there's things i cant hide from,
i dun bother to say it out.

its not becuz i tink u cant handle it,
but its becuz i cant.

it stays within,
i bring it wherever i go.

consuming me,
bit by bit, as everyday go.

sometimes i feel like slapping myself,
this is juz a dream.

a nightmare perhaps,
but i never do wake up.

i tink it might juz happen,
against all odds.

but life catches up,
it sucks me in.

as reality dawns on me,
i realise im juz plain dumb.

all that i want,
if only i really did.

juz wad if,
if nothing happens.

or everything happens,
wld that be great.

did i believe it shld happen,
or will it never happen.

i dun dare to dream anymore,
while trapped in this dreamland.

its all a matter of choice,
but i wasnt even banned.

did i choose u,
or were u chosen for me.

is this even my choice,
maybe im juz a boy.

i noe its there,
always always there.

it cant be seen,
but felt, like the wind.

yet i chose to ignore it,
yet it doesnt go.

my heart screams for it,
just go, just go.

when will this stop,
when will this end.

when will it start,
its hard to believe it began.

because it never did,
neither do i want it to end.

stormy seas rage war with waves,
lightning storm with thunder.

my heart wrestles war,
with myself and no other.

but does it really matter,
whether never or ever.

as time goes by,
never do we say goodbye.

but harden hearts we form,
tears we will never pour.

evermore we stand,
forevermore we never meant.

so what if i took the chance,
to have this very dance.

so what if the night never ends,
and time actually bends.

if only i spoke my mind,
would you only lie.

once again i pray,
will our story never die.

so what if you pass me by,
never blinking twice.

so what if i cry,
if u're just my deadend.

would you have even dared,
to be my special, special friend.

all the regrets in this world starts with the word 'if'. if only.

this is my poetry in motion. juz cant rhyme, i dunno why.
but it does sound nice to me anyway. haa. if i cant find anything to post next time, i'll write such crap here. too bad i didnt take literature. if not it would be better.

hope it touches u or whatever poems do to u. haha. =)

-wayne

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