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+ i see blackie sleeping +

i see blackie sleeping on the floor.
i'm emotionless, or maybe just numb of what i dun wanna noe.
yet, i noe it. i try to hide it but it still exist.
exist in that very state that i hate.

when will the tide pass.
cuz it's flooding over me.
i dun wanna see it, or face it.
but yet i noe i must.

whenever i see the days go by,
i pray for an end to it.
an answer for all questions,
a change in my stubborness.

if actually u were to understand what im saying,
then it is actually amazing.
cuz i dun even noe what the heck im writing!
just to pass the time, to save the blog.

i dun feel like caring,
yet, caring is all i do.
caring about all the useless things in the world,
all except the ones that matter the most.

so wassup with life nowadays?
itp, fyp, reports and datasheets.
is there anything else in our lives
thats actually worth mentioning together?

haha.wait.
is there even anyone visiting this site anymore?
or is this just becoming a pile of sai..?
am i just talking to myself, writing nonsensical poems to fulfil my innermost desires that someone would actually read the crap that im posting even if no one understands or give a crap about it?

waha. what am i writing?
can someone tell me?
lolx.
really lolx.

i realized a fact yesterday.
and it became so real to me.
some books really cant be judge by their covers!
i tot a lady was this, and it turns out to be that..! (hey, im not talking about L2 here. =P)

it really surprises me.
i shldnt have been afraid in the 1st place,
if i were to noe her.
really noe her.

not what ppl tinks of her,
not what she tinks of herself.
not what ppl expect her to do.
but just her, being herself!

lolx. fun it was.
getting to noe someone all over again.
without any pre-concieved thoughts.
fun it was, talking to someone new.

hahaha..some of u (whoever's reading this),
probably guessed who am i talking about.
maybe not, maybe yes.
curious? then ask me the next time u see me.

-wayne

"the last post was made last year.
lolx, first post of the year.
filled with full of crap n nonsense and crappy nonsense.
hope u enjoyed it."

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